So, I have been busy.

And by that, I mean I was seriously stressed out to the point I lost sleep over it. But, with some clever manuvering and thought out the most possible scenerios, I just kinda dropped it. My dad kinda sensed this and basically told me, 'even if you do get suspension, we'll still love you.'
Yeah, after the screaming and crying I bet.

...so I wasn't as optimistic as I thought. But! If I manage to get a D, i still get credit, even though it's like 1 point; better than a 0, and if I get 3 C's, that's 6 points. I already got a A in music (provided i don't screw up) and that's 4 points. That's 11 points. I know that's not much but it will get me out of warning/probation (wait, aren't they two different things?). If not... well. It'll probably take me about 4 and a 1/2 years to graduate. But, if I get through this, I have to complete my pre-eng shit, which will probably kill me. I failed to look at the 2 sciences completed and i pretty much failed geology, no lie. I have it as my core.

BUT!

I'm supposed to have a science elective thing going on, so, I'm gonna switch my Biology back to core and use Geology as my elective, if I can do that. That way, I can start from scratch on Biology (Intro to, Survey of Life), so I WON'T screw myself with the other biology. That was some Chemistry shit they threw in there. I can' remember all of those formulas. It sure as hell doesn't pertain to my major. I shouldn't complain because any other engineering major I would've taken Physics. The word itself hurts my head.

Now that we got that out of the way...

I just finished the greatest chapter of humankind last night. I'm still worried that I didn't put anything extra and I kinda summarized on that last part before 'it' happened. It's more of a freak accident. I had a hard time writing it down because... well, what I had thought was pretty damn outlandish. My imagination and muse had a fight, resulting in catastrophic creativity to spew out my ears. My mind couldn't take it. Anyway, I pretty much had to scrap the whole thing after the brief conversation. For once, I did not go dialouge crazy. Except the psyche out part. Ha ha. Hell, there's the line "I know you're not expecting me to make a long-winded bullshit about nothing." Ha! Genius. *pets Patrick* After the comment I got from the previous chapter, I was just nervous. It wasn't totally negative, but made me think a little more. (4 pages worth of mecha vs. man is NOT enough, and I KNEW it) After looking at the ending I wrote during Lecture - I have to keep myself awake somehow - when I was typing, it literally made me go 'what the hell did I just write?' I wrote myself a little note [the last paragraph does not exist, therefore ignored]. It just felt ridiculously cheap. I don't think I ever did that before.

I'm getting a lot further with Epsilon than I thought. Not much though. I know I'm gonna borrow an idea from Eureka 7; use episode titles for the chapter names. It won't be spoilerish at all, I don't think. Plus, it'll be fun.